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Tineswari Maruthamuthu  

  • Status: Member
  • Conceptual Artist
  • Female/New Zealand
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  • Deviant since Aug 30, 2006, 9:34 PM
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Starting Over

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 18, 2007, 9:39 PM
Another curveball to duck, another introspective turn towards the deepest wounds within the heart. There is something about being alone that causes the mind to wander too much... foraging old paths down memories you wish you could just leave behind. The constant beatings at one's own self-esteem often cracks the rock-hard surface eventually... revealing a beating heart that's bleeding with every tear it caused you to cry. I no longer feel shackled... but a strange yet familiar emptiness invades in the quiet night, permeating my dreams... visions of falling apart, of being left behind, of failing. And I awake feeling like I have relived my worst fears, and I worry that I have let them seep into the day.

I will not give up. And I will not let myself break me down. For doubt is a pain too lonely to realise that faith is his twin brother... and I have faith that I will see the light of day again.

  • Mood: Remorse
  • Listening to: Lifehouse
  • Reading: course requirements for an MA in Art Therapy
  • Watching: the clock on my office macintosh
  • Playing: Scrabulous on Facebook
  • Eating: chocolate when I shouldn't
  • Drinking: lots of water

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 25
  • Current Residence: Auckland, New Zealand
  • Interests: Art | Books | Astrology | Tarot | Salsa | Music | Mythology | Religion | Ancient Civilisations
  • Favourite band or musician: Bon Jovi | Lifehouse | The Feelers | Tori Amos | Anika Moa | Def Leppard | Opshop | Snow Patrol
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock | Alternative | Indie | Celtic | Folk
  • Favourite artist: Dante Gabriel Rossetti | Salvador Dali | Luis Royo | Karel Demel
  • Favourite poet or writer: Mitch Albom | Nicholas Sparks | Kahlil Gibran | Neil Gaiman | William Blake
  • Favourite style or digital art: Surreal, fantasy, abstract, dark
  • Operating System: Apple Mac
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Wallpaper of choice: Random fantasy art from dA
  • Favourite game: Scrabble
  • Personal Quote: I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
  • Tools of the Trade: Acrylics on canvas | Texturing medium | Brushes | Charcoals | Pastels | Photoshop | Minolta Dynax

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Devious Comments

~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Apr 17, 2008, 4:22:05 PM
You're welcome... you are nothing short of fantastic. :D

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
*JordanRoots:iconJordanRoots: Apr 17, 2008, 7:56:50 AM
thanks for the watch :)
~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Apr 14, 2008, 10:12:50 PM
You're welcome! :D

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
~lenoki:iconlenoki: Apr 14, 2008, 4:29:58 PM
cheers for the fav :) :heart:
~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Mar 6, 2008, 3:31:09 PM
Hi Jon... I'm doing good thanks... just got back from a 3 week break at home (Malaysia) for my sister's wedding, even managed to squeeze in my birthday celebration after 4 years away from my family. It was really good. :) Hope things are going well with you too! :hug: Tines

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
=jonlarkins:iconjonlarkins: Feb 26, 2008, 1:41:09 PM
just hope you're dooin' good.
:hug:

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"The average man cannot believe that an artist may be as serious and highminded an observer of life as the professed man of science."
Aleister Crowley
~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Feb 4, 2008, 1:36:57 PM
You're welcome! :D

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Feb 3, 2008, 9:31:07 PM
Thank you so much! :D :hug:

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Feb 3, 2008, 9:30:54 PM
Awww thanks so much Nelly! :D I am truly humbled. :hug:

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
*Silvareiel:iconSilvareiel: Feb 3, 2008, 9:20:19 PM
Amazing work.
Loved your gallery :heart:

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~chibi-kagome-200:iconchibi-kagome-200: Feb 3, 2008, 4:53:57 PM
Your paintings are amazing! :wow:
~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Feb 3, 2008, 3:53:42 PM
Thank you so much! :D

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Feb 3, 2008, 3:53:29 PM
You're very welcome Laura! :D Love your art.

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
~LauraWilde:iconLauraWilde: Feb 2, 2008, 2:21:53 PM
Thanks for the watch :)
~radina:iconradina: Jan 30, 2008, 1:22:34 AM Mood: Joy
Beautiful gallery!!!
~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Jan 6, 2008, 10:06:59 PM
You're welcome Marissa... your work is definitely some of the best I've seen here on DA! :D

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
*PearlPhoenix:iconPearlPhoenix: Jan 6, 2008, 8:35:11 PM
thanks for watching :)

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"The Dragon Being" My Graphic Novel in progress [link]
I'm not Epic, I'm LEGENDARY! LOL
~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Jan 6, 2008, 4:16:09 PM
Your welcome! :D

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Jan 6, 2008, 4:15:12 PM
Your welcome Marion! Your work is just gorgeous! :clap:

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
*NestR:iconNestR: Jan 6, 2008, 2:03:58 PM
:thanks: for the :+fav:

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'Between the true and wrong there are 4 fingers. It is the distance between your eyes and your ear."
=witchi1976:iconwitchi1976: Dec 31, 2007, 2:16:41 AM
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I want to thank you for your support. I appreciate it a lot and one of the reason why I draw so much is because of people like you.
That's the reason I want to thank every single person of my watchers and to wish you a

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~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Dec 16, 2007, 1:02:22 PM
You're very welcome! :hug:

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh
*Door26:iconDoor26: Dec 14, 2007, 2:19:51 PM
Thanks for the fave :)

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therefore, she must decide whether to
Take Lovers or Take No Prisoners
~FloodOfTears:iconFloodOfTears: Dec 13, 2007, 6:54:17 PM
Your welcome! :D :hug:

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I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh